poem - so maybe i have feelings too

I know i miss, way more than I hit
more often than not I don't come through
I fail you constantly in different ways
But... I'd honestly be nothing without you

Its hard for me to share my feelings
to tell you what goes on deep inside
which makes you feel like you're nothing special
you're just here along for the ride

I don't mean to make you feel like that
you're the most important thing to me
more important than any other girl
I look at you and love what i see

You make me warm inside when i talk to you
I get tingly when you smile in my direction
And when you kiss me passionately
you totally give me an erection

I said that i love you, and i swear i still do
nothing for me has changed at all
I feel that i've wronged you completely
that i didn't pick you up when you did fall

I'm dealing with a lot in life, though thats not excuse
you should've been the top priority in life
You mean the fuckin world to me babe and
Eventually I wanted you to be my wife.

I don't feel trapped at all, though sometimes
you can be downright impossible to handle
though that doesn't mean i don't love trying
Theres noone else that can even hold a candle

You're everything i need, everything I want
I want you to spend your life with me
make adorable ginger babies that drink...
maybe one, or ya know, three.

I'm organizing my life's list,
and I want you to know you're right at the top
I know its a little late to start but
I was planning on never having to stop

I want things to change for us, mostly me,
and I want you see I'm still the guy you fell for
because you're still the girl i love, but
with each day it grows more and more

I just want you to know i think about you
each and every single goddamn day
wondering what you're up to and doing
even though that makes me sound gay

Round about way of saying it but
here it is: i love you.
I love you with every bit of me and i hope
that you can find it in yourself to love me too

Thing 1

-Groove Sucka Groove

poem - Butterfly

I sit on a hill, watching the sky.
When a butterfly just happens by.
I struggle with emotions and then I sit
Up and gaze in amazement and wonder at it:
So strong, yet fragile.
So brave, yet afraid.
Majestic, but humble.
Graceful, yet awkward.
I reached up and plucked it out of the air.
Using my hands with the utmost care.
For if I were to touch its wings at all,
It would cease to fly and begin to fall.
It perched on my finger with daring ease,
In order to catch a passing breeze.
As it rose into the air, my emotions welled up again.

But I figured that I could not complain.

So I happily went upon my way,

A single butterfly had fixed my day.

Thing 1
-Groove Sucka Groove

poem - IF

If the world were to end tomorrow
do you know that I still love you?
Your smile and grace,
beauty and form.
It puts me in a trance:
Shines a light on my dark world
and your love defrosts my heart.
In sudden realization I know, deep inside,
exactly how much you truly mean to me.
How should I react to this? Anger, joy or sorrow?
What if I didn't react at all, if I just went numb?
Would you still love me then?
No matter what happens, tomorrow and beyond,
I'll always love you and be with you
in spirit, if not form.

Thing 1
-Groove Sucka Groove

Eerie little rhyme; jump in thought progression

As I was going up the stairs
I met a man who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today
I wish I wish he'd go away


Personally, this is really catchy, but really creepy at the same time. I hum it to myself all the time without realizing it, only catching myself when it is already too late and I'm all weirded out. I heard it from a movie way back in the day, and later heard it being told to a bunch of kids during a scary story. It's strange how everything can always link to something else, thinking about this rhyme got me wondering what other ones i could think of.

Now I'm running over the novel Lullaby in my head! Good novel, if you're ever interested in a strange piece of work. The author is none other than Chuck Palahniuk, who achieved mainstream recognition and fame for his work Fight Club. If you enjoy a good read, there are some Palahniuk books I can recommend;

Fight Club
Rant
Lullaby

This is not saying his other works are not amazing, these just happen to be the ones I know the best. Fight Club actually was my go-to book if I was ever rattled, no matter if I was upset, or angry or anything; it always made everything better. I never understood why, but I'm assuming it had to do with a comforting feeling I got while reading it

Check them out, I vouch for them.

Thing 1
-Groove Sucka Groove